My card for today is Balance.
The write-up in the guide is all about how humanity has destroyed the balance with nature and it is a crime beyond comprehension. It was a rough read first thing this morning.
As I sit with this card and this thought and this day (which will be full of meetings and admin work and catching up on all the things I don’t want to catch up on), I feel the anxiety in my belly.
I know I need balance but I don’t know how to achieve it.
I know I need to take the time to reflect, to introspect, but I don’t know how to find that time.
I know I need to find my inner peace and stillness, but I don’t know how to find that while I’m also struggling so hard to make ends meet.
This feels like the right card but I don’t know how to act on it.
And I feel sad about that.
(It’s also interesting that this is the first card outside of the Arrows and it’s still a very airy card. Up in my head? Indeed.)